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Me: I want my clothes to be too big for me.
Me, when the clothes are too big on me: The fuck is this bullshit.
sw:174, cw:138.2,lw: 140.9, gw1:✔️ gw2:125, ugw100, ht: 5’2, lost:too little (side blog)((follows as gawstenluv))
Me: I want my clothes to be too big for me.
Me, when the clothes are too big on me: The fuck is this bullshit.
LITERALLY LMAO
Me: yeah I love running.
Girl: ugh no I suck at running.
Me: why? It’s so fun.
Girl: *screaming* YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE TO RUN FAT YOU SKINNY ASS!
Me: *shudders* SkINnY aSs…
My ed: it’s cuz your fat isn’t it.
Is it just me or whenever a friend says “oh maybe I should starve or lose weight too” inside your mind your screaming “NO you CANT do that that’s MY thing” like that’s how fucked up i am
translation: i’m scared that you’d be better at this than i am, and that’s not okay because a) i care about you but b) i have this selfish need to be the skinniest in the room
me: *is super motivated to do a thing*
literally one second: *passes*
me: *is no longer interested in the thing at all*
wow imagine if my eating disorder actually made me skinny
me: i wanna lose weight in a healthy way!1!1!!!!1!1
also me: i dont want to eat ever again in my life for as long as i live
am i the only one who wears sweaters to cover my fat but then hates it bc the sweaters make me look too fat?
i need to follow more people like me! stay safe✨
intellectual me: knows I shouldn’t weigh myself every day because weight can fluctuate several pounds every day due to water retention, fecal mater, etc and it is an inaccurate representation of my weight loss that is actually happening
actual me: weighs myself several times every day anyways. cries
